I loathe present
Uncertainty in all sides
Future stands tall
Full of sadness
Full of worry
I grieve silently
I grieve and demand to be heard
I grieve looking at god
I sulk, I cry, I fear and loathe some more
I hope for change
I hope for betterness
I hope to be free
I hope it will all be over
I hope to quit and leave, to run and never stop
I hope to be someplace else
I long to be loved
I long for my love
I seek to be happy, to be happy unconditionally
I seek, to love unconditionally
I am all this and some other painfully more
But I am not afraid
I am not scared
For I crave change
And I don’t love present
Then I fell in love
I loved my presence
I detested sadness
I cherished togetherness
Forgot loneliness
Cherished present
Hoped for a future
A future sans changes
A future sans sadness
I prayed with a smile
I thanked god
I was content
I was happy
I was loved
I loved unconditionally
And then…
I was afraid
I was scared to think further
I was scared of changes
I was scared my love would perish
My heart asked a question
“you’re insecure! You’re very scared
Why then live this way? Before you were secure!”
“Fear happily my heart” said I
“Fear and be happy”
“it’s ok to fear!”
“it’s ok to fear!”
Great post 😁
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Thanks….😊
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Nicely written
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Thanks ma…😁
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Nice one
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Thanks dear…
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